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Saturday, September 3, 2011
im going to share a blog with my girlfriend check it out here: *figured managing one blog is easier..it is going to get messy* CY Wednesday, August 24, 2011
i return with news that i have already probably known but chose to ignore i will not state what it is yes this means you will not know what it is either an indirect way of stating this would probably allow you to grasp an idea of what this is its been so long and yet im still missing that part if it was a minor part i wouldnt mind this is like a car without an engine without an engine the car will be unable to move same with me im missing the same part i cant believe it though after so long the engine is still missing customers are probably wondering when their car is going to be ready and delivered ive only been thinking about that recently because it just hit me hard i dont know how to put the engine in there i only know that i need to wait but the question that i face now is how much longer CY Saturday, August 6, 2011
Smile Yeah and that's why I smile It's been a while since every day and everything has felt this right and now you're turning all around and suddenly you're all I need The reason why I smile CY Monday, June 27, 2011
22days since my last post..which feels like a heck of a long time i havent been blogging as often as i want to im just lazy... i want to vlog..but i cant be serious while talking to a camera.. on top of that i dont have a good quality video camera... im on holiday now..3weeks nothing much planned out just doing things spontaneously.. which is best for people like me..because all my pre-planned plans have always been shot down at the very last minute... im feeling so lifeless at home hanging out with eman over the weekend was cool his house is cursed by the way.. it makes time go extremely super duper freaking slow his massage chair is cursed too.. i wanted to recharge by using it but it made me feel like lying on the floor and not moving for the rest of the day... i can still feel that exact same feeling of getting up from the massage chair feels like shit... i feel that if i go back to sleep now..i wont wake up til dinner... that would really suck but i have nothing to do.. so what should i do that would entertain me til dinner... i can freely pass out after dinner... life and its wonders to bore... CY Sunday, June 5, 2011
before the past before the past was very quiet before the met her bow without her it's just so quiet i'm longer used to not being annoyed by someone sms phone call always interrupting me keeps be busy on some occasions this week is going to be and will be boring until she gets back from her trip to china with the family i on the other hand have nobody to bother when i'm bored believe it or not she is the only one on my contact list that actually replies fast enough to have or keep a decent conversation going due to the fact that she is my girlfriend other than her nobody replies me not that i don't have friends just all of my friends have better things to do than sit at home and rot it's not such a bad thing to be stuck at home that line is such bullshit hahaha it sucks to be stuck at home but even if i go out what would i do apart from laughing my ass off with friends sighs CY Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Relationships why do people get into a relationship? to feel comfort? to feel safe? or is it just so that there is somebody there for them when they need? if so..what are friends for? some people get into relationships for the right reasons.. some the wrong reasons.. but how do we know what is right and what is wrong? do we use personal opinions to judge? or do we use moral and ethics? i guess it really depends on the type of person that is getting into a relationship doesn't it? if you like the person you will support them.. if you don't..then you won't support them.. but hey..we all have people we don't like and people that we like and those in between (this post is going to be filled with random thoughts everywhere so if you don't enjoy reading random thoughts please stop reading...just a warning =]) to those people that we like, we will help them, support them, guide them through to those we don't like we will ignore, disapprove of their relationship ya da ya da you get the point i'm trying to make here but what is the main factor that causes people to want to start a relationship? i have a girlfriend the reason i decided to ask her out is..i really don't know.. you can question me as to why i don't know..but i just don't.. i can tell you i asked her out because i didn't want to lose a friend like her but then you could argue that there are many friends that are nice, special, hard to come by..whatever it is.. there is just something about a specific person that you just want to keep to yourself and not share them with anybody else.. those that get into a relationship just for kicks or experimentation are those that i hate a lot.. why do it? you're either going to end up hurting yourself..the other person or both of you it's not good path to walk..so why do it? i guess you're just dumb or never gone down this road before..if you are a virgin to relationships then i don't blame you..if you have done it before then i will hate you..and so will many others i have a guy friend..that got together with a girl friend..they were happy for 6 months? give or take.. anyway..one is chinese and one is malay..yes we can already see the problem here but hey..who am i to stop someone from loving someone else? their parents will do that just fine.. that guy is now with another girl..but i don't think he has 100% forgotten about the malay girl.. this is where the issue hits.. the girl he is with now is chinese but the thing is..he is a control freak (i have jumped around with my thoughts..i apologise...) and we all hate control freaks.. and they ended up on a break..cause one isn't committed and the other one..well i do not know what is going on.. maybe i should try vloging..save sometime of typing and i think i place my thoughts in better order..im chinese and i like to talk..so yea...im just going to stop now...cause i know i'm not making any sense anymore... CY Sunday, May 22, 2011
havent blogged in a long time 11days to be exact... nothing much has been going on... maple big bang hit last wednesday =D sever overload == but i managed somehow... after freaking out at the constant DCs and lag asf finally fixed it but as they are holding one time only events right now sever is still packed... other than that i have nothing more to share.. oh yea... for some odd reason my computer likes to hang itself every now and then... i dont know why no virus ok== my anti virus is a bitch download game oso will delete it that is how strict it is no way got virus well.. i will try to go back to the habit of blogging not like anyone reads my blog anyway CY |
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