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Sunday, May 30, 2010

i hate making decision..
it drives me everywhere..
life is all about decision making..
but i dont like it..
im stuck..
in between left and right..
i duno which way to turn..
i turn left..right gets angry..
i turn right..left gets angry..
i dont turn..both sides wont be happy..
i want both..
but you can never have both..
thats life..
what should i do?
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730th day
was not fun
was not as planned
was not what i wanted
felt unhappy
felt pain
felt useless
was empty
was cold
was...
it past just like that..
me just sitting there again..
shit..

CY

and those around me